For the one who start, stop and start again.....

 Hey!!

Here is Humaira Shahzad- the person who started to do many things but after sometime i start feeling- it will not work out... Aaaa..h?? i am exhausted by myself.

You can see my exhausted personality by this blog page which I  started and think this will  work out, thinking people like this- thinking i must found people who find meaning, importance in small things, in nature but might be  I can't  or might be i am doing something wrong??

This question i don't want  to asknor want to  even  think - I just want to do what I feel right. I want to say myself  "I'm doing right"- not always me thinking is it right or not??.. It's traumatic for me.

It's not right.. people make me feel I am doing wrong  on every single chance they get - Now, for them I want to  say ignore it, plz ignore it if you find this is wrong, STOP !! demotivating others, plz stop.

The social media and people around me take me as a  hopeless person, they always saying like you are the elder one so, you have to do this ..that.. then your other sibling do.. I find it funny people don't start things because they see others doing it(surely some do but at end it's game of interest), they do when they find it amuzing, good for them. 

At this point, I say I want to improve my self and make this blog my journey diary- To which  I talk about what I did and what i find - Wanting random strangers to attach with me , those who does'nt know me..

So, let's Start Again....

Start living agin..

Start giving myself chance not to any stupid person to ruin my life again-Disclaimer: i never in love so, it's not about any boy..

Start doing thing without asking am i doing right??

After writing i feel so good , i feel amazing... there is much more to tell you but in one it is boring to read . so, tell you chunks about me ,my life .

so, stay tuned and connect for follow parts.

~humaira shahzad

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